hmmm

Just to say, one of the life changing events that could really shake my nerves and rattle my brain, went haywire, down the toilet litterally. And that sucks, but I will survive.

I am still waiting for the result of the other one, and will know by the end of next week. And I am relly crossing my fingers and hoping that the powers to be don`t let me down twice in such a short period. (though with my luck, it wouldn`t surprise me if they do)

Enough about the secret stuff, and over to some dead serious stuff... I am finally filling out the health forms to my life insuranse policy, so that in case I might drop off the face of the eart, at least my dear man will be financially secured for the rest of his life. (And so will I if he drops off.)

Well, in order to get these, I have to fill out a shit load of papers and fill in my entire medical history for the last 10 TEN years. If a person has been healty like CB, its no problem, he just answers no to every fucking question, but I how ever, I have to look through a lot of papers and try to remember when I was at the doctor, what tests I have taken, and when I took each test. And since I have arthritis and even had an operation because of it I have taken some tests and stuff, and been to the doctor a few times.

So starting to fill out the forms, not what I want to spend my evening doing... Parhaps I should do it on saturday, while drinking... one of the questions is Do you drink, I gues I could tick that yes box then.

Ah, thank god the weekend is coming up soon:)